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S20P
02:41
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Get your shit together & fall apart with me.
I have the necessary language to get you on the lease
it’s like my headache is a bullet for this life that's sinking in
can't wrap my heart around it so I might as well not win.
I need to S20P.
No more writing letters or looking up my name. you think
I'm so goddamn impressive, make sure to swipe my face.
I swing around a lonely desert where no one knows no clout.
No influence to foster, I'm sick of all this doubt.
So get your shit together....
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Ma'am
02:16
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Ma'am. You've run off with a useless war
cursed, to damn all those that find your charm
What did you say? You turn this out all on your own.
Ma'am, you've got to put wild horses down.
Why do you yell? You create hell. There are no spells.
I'll throw it off.
Stand on these two feet that shuffle on. It’s my strain
which causes my tight heart to beat.
Ma'am. You've run off with a useless war.
cursed, to damn all those that find your charm
What did you say? You turn this out all on your own.
Ma'am, you've got to put wild horses down.
WHy do you bite? They give you nice. I cannot care.
I'll throw it off.
My sense of strength, it is tangled tight.
My skin peels whenever I pick fights with you.
Ma'am. you've got to put wild horses down.
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Detox
02:49
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My focus sets inside a thing that looks much like the past,
Oh from far away, it looks right.
I reminisce on edited warm pressings that are gone,
oh to return to a pain that I prize.
Wrongly so! trained to sigh!
It is memories that threaten me.
You can blame my lack of faith on a sickness,
Out of touch. Watch me stand all alone.
It's a pattern & for once, you won't infiltrate
all the poison that I've saved.
You feel so noble when Im shamed,
I have stood by much too long.
There is nothing in those eyes,
I have stood by much too long.
I sit inside the frame of my own shelter,
which I built, with my two brains, left & right.
I sweat away the focus which was lacking self control
but not today, not tonight, not no more.
It's a pattern & for once, you won't infiltrate
all the poison that I've saved.
You feel so noble when Im shamed,
I have stood by much too long.
There is nothing in those eyes,
I have stood by much too long.
Break the pattern!
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Green
02:02
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I cannot make you love me. You cannot make me stay.
Why are we calling each other? (x2)
I can tell you everything, If you back me up in the corner.
These are the monsters, inside my revenge.
Or I can tell you nothing, If you do the right deeds.
I'm always reaching. I'm going to climb a man going to climb
in your ride, light green, zoned out, on my needs.
I could give you passion, the inside burning bush.
I can tell you're no one.
You're going to climb my mind, going to climb.
I could give you glamour, but you'd want it for free.
I'm a human disaster, no need for approval.
The lights turn green. zoned out on my needs
you're my obscene. You're my obscene.
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Killl
02:14
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Push Shout, Give me a thought.
Push, give, don't ever try to live.
Don't begin, just try it again.
Maybe I can't, cuz without you there’s no shove.
I want to kill for days. I wanna
Give loans even in a sly way
Won’t you move on in & try it
Who cares, we will never believe.
I want to teach you.
I wanna kill for days
& be real, it's my only arrangement.
I wanna kill for days & be real.
It's my only escape.
Push, grieve, kiss me
Try & grow for hope,
No rope. Im gunna
Give it away. Won't you just
Try it just for today.
I wanna shank everything that you gut
You cannot knock my level of tough.
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Witness
02:42
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Tired frantic fingering in desperation of the heat
My eyes are blurring lies which you have set
For me to never find you at loss.
Eating men for validation going through a list indeed
I burn it monthly while the building sleeps,
starting fires In my kitchen sink.
I am no witness, I have no meaning.
You think with your words, I think with my pills
You give me liberty, I don't know how to heal.
I am no witness, I've never been glam.
All these people piling on my back the whole time I am staring you down.
Motioning a real emotional rollercoaster ride for free.
I've always been fun since day one I know
I made it difficult to show. Eating you for validation isn't on the list I see.
I burn it monthly while the building sleeps, starting fires in my kitchen sink.
I am no witness.
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Cuckold
03:07
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This restraint is a plant that inspire the thoughts inside me.
In the space where the light shys away & webs get spun,
That space makes home. It makes home.
Defining delightful interpretation.
Will you belittle me? Closer, closer.
it's my disability to want to roam.
I want you to incestualize this, I won't repel.
Deep, deep. I won't repel.
This restraint is a plant that inspire the thoughts inside me.
In the space where the light shys away & webs get spun,
That space makes home.
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Across
03:07
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Your Friday night is my Monday blues.
Your Monday wont be my Tuesday too.
I go to your door you ignore me again
I hang up the phone & we begin to set trends.
I won't give enough or a damn or a pin
You tell me that the meaning is to just push send.
We both go away, we both ask to stay.
Your Sunday is my middle name.
My middle name is my fingertip.
You ask me to do all the things you want me to.
You tell me to make it real good for you.
Your morning news is my Thursday cue,
I drink all the tea so I can move close to you.
The crowd is sourcing all their reviews it seems
That they know all about you. So I will just
Let go of this sneaky premonition that we
Are trying to keep our lust forever around &.
I won’t shove. You find the hum, & I won’t explain
I won't explain I'll move across the world & not wait for us
& you are telling every woman that you can't follow through
& you are spreading rumors how you never got close to me.
I wont remember when I'll ever feel this mad again.
& I like how you sing your songs my way but
I hate how you throw it all over the place. So I will just
Let go of this sneaky premonition that we
Are trying to keep our lust forever around &.
I won’t shove. You find the hump, & I won't explain
I won't explain how I'll move across the world & not wait for us
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Cement*****
04:41
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Set. Support, cement
Give it cool. Respond. Give it cool.
Body. Receive. Respond.
Exiting an expectation born from restless indecisions.
I've yet to learn.
Pulling out an imperfection. One by one a clear crescendo
Of what I’ve lost. loss to live, my loss to live
Is set in cement. Seal it shut
With cement.
Loosening just to bother all of those which cant find others
To stick to die.
Using words so I can impress every inch of every body
Which you choose then you bring & I soothe.
You give respect. Agree, with my body.
Agree. Give it cool.
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